Q Some times wonders, what initiated this SPIRIT combining with matter, become this big creation including human beings (the way I understand), who caught up in karma, birth death cycle; forgetting the true nature that one is part of Spirit, and then desiring to know one self, get out of this cycle. reaching for some who they already are. Can we understand this whole phenomenon? Is this the nature of spirit? A You can understand only after you get to Spirit. The truth is that Spirit never combined with matter. The whole thing is an illusion.